And I know, that everytime we fight, it hurts, and it hurts really deep. But this is just who we are, this is what we do, we fight. We fight because of silly stupid things or jealousy. And you know what that means? It means I love youand you do too, in your own way, and I if I can‘t live without you, neither can you.
Do you even know how horrible is this? I hate not listening to your sweet voice talking to me or just hear it when you‘re talking to somebody else. I hate not looking into your beautiful eyes and tell you how fucked up everything is right now in my life and the way I terribly need you. I hate receiveing a call on my mobile and see on the little screen that it‘s not you the one who is calling me. Then I wish it was you, so I don‘t wanna pick up. I hate that you don‘t even know I have been crying for you every night since that day on. I hate I can‘t even bare to listen your name from someone else‘s mouth. And most of all, I hate that I can‘t even tell you any of these ‘cause you just won‘t care. It just hurts way too much, you know?
But I guess this is just the way it‘s gonna be, right?
Separated. Asolated.
But sometime you‘re gonna have to get over it. Get over with the fact that you actually miss me and still love me, and I know I sound like a total egocentric ass but you know what I‘m talking about.
I might be inmature but I‘m not stupid. Everytime you look at me, it‘s like you were rewinding the tape of our lives in your mind, somewhere in there. Freezing moments and saving them in the back of your mind, forever. And when you‘re just about to tell me what you really feel, you keep quiet. Not even a word.
The reason? I wish you could tell me. Tell me that everything it‘s just gonna be okey for us and that it‘s just another stupid fight.
But unfortunately, it‘s not gonna happen. Cause you just don‘t care anymore.
1 comment:
if he's stupid enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go.. esa frase me hace mucho bien , y es muy cierta
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